10 Seasons

10 seasons
July 20 2005 at 3:57 PM sespeeee

all the heat
traps all the crap in my car
cuz im melting
and i just cant clean it out

ive been lugging my suitcase around all summer.

thank goodness.

i wouldve for sure died here.

all the ghosts of us
haunt all the places i want to go

and poke me idly with their wretched fingers
every 5 minutes to make me think of
your smile
and the tears that washed it away

soon
the crunching of the leaves and sadness
of the falling
will hopefully heal me somehow

and maybe by winter i wont remember how
we snuggled in your coat
or drove recklessly through the ice
laughing



or maybe ill need 10 seasons